Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Lost

Life without you is hard
Life with you is even harder
Can I open up to you or
are you going to tear me down?
Are you trustworthy or
are you going to break my heart?
So confused
So lost in my feelings
My heart is telling me
I should stay with you
My feeling are pulling me apart inside
I can't decide, it's just to hard
You mean more to me that you will ever know
But you are gone from my life
You'll never come back
Am I betraying you somehow
By moving on?
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I dedicate this to my ex boyfriend. He committed suicide last year.

3 comments:

Tonya said...

Shay,

I like this poem a lot. You really touched my feelings with this poem. Though it's about your ex, it still touched my heart. And no one has been able to do that for a whole life. You really touched me with your poem.
I am very proud of you.

Your Sis

Becca said...

I don't know what to say. It's a really great poem, Shay.

(akw)Stretch said...

That is sad to hear that your boyfriend committed suicide.

I really like your poems a lot. They always make me feel different when I read them different.